[23 Aug 2006|02:45pm] [ mood | victorious ] [ music | taking back sunday ] i have an interview at Magic 98.3FM at the promotions department in a week and a day. wish me luck! 3reply

[21 Aug 2006|10:06pm] [ mood | drained ] the only person i can ever depend on is myself. knowing nothing is better than knowing it all. 2reply

[13 Apr 2006|01:44pm] [ mood | oh gosshhhh ] ( ahh, yes. the sophisticated life. ) Paul and I are currently in college, even though we kinda did show up 40 minutes late. And for what? Oh, that's right - pizza. I never knew it was possible to drive a stick shift car, talk, and eat pizza at the same time. It is quite evident that spring is already here, with its flowering trees and warm weather (more revealing clothes! woo hoo!). i love being russian. i get the priviledge of being called a communist. 2reply

[05 Apr 2006|04:52pm] [ mood | recumbent ] It's official - the next few months which remain of my junior year in high school will be the busiest thus far. I feel like I have so much on my plate lately. Really, instead of writing this, I should be studying for my written driving exam, but I like procrastination and it helps me concentrate more on the driving test later, since no thoughts will be on my mind. Work is also taking over my life. Quite truthfully, it doesn't pay a lot and the only cash I have (if I have any) comes from my tips. I think I am finally understanding what it's like to be an adult and not have any money and be so incredibly busy. Paul should really be helping me out with my problems at this moment, but I can only see him making more, unfortunately. Yes, we did get back together. No, I won't forgive him if he screws up this time. Anyway, I would like to have some relief from my money and academic problems and am hoping that I will at least get into a decent college which is in Jersey. I don't want to leave here. This place and these people are all I've got. I can't ever imagine leaving here and starting a new life without my friends and without my boyfriend, even though I feel very much at ease when making new friends and meeting new people. So yeah, I really do hope that junior year will pass by as quickly as possible so I can concentrate on applying to colleges and just trying to make my year left in school as fun as possible. Because you really only have one time to live. All in all, though, things are good. Busy, but good. Prom is also coming up, but I'll get into that some other entry because it's way too much to talk about at this moment. Hopefully I can get myself a digital camera to take pretty pictures of all of this stuff that's currently going on in my life, and make my entries just a little more colorful (unless I use the black&white option, har har har). 2reply

[04 Apr 2006|07:48pm] [ mood | annoyed ] Paul just broke up with me mostly because he called me fat, so I laughed and took his hat off his head, he yelled at me to give it back, instead, I tried to put it on a television set. He got really mad and yelled at me even louder to give it back. So, I threw it at him and it landed on the ground. He commanded me to get out (we are at his college), so I did. He then IMed me and told me off. And then broke up with me. Why do I keep torturing myself like this? 6reply

don't block it, please! [03 Apr 2006|08:56am] [ mood | bouncy ] ( you don't realize it when you say it ) i am just wishing and hoping right about now that the school won't get wise to the fact that people do use livejournal and it is kinda like xanga, and it does get addicting at times and it does distract from school work which should be done in the library. i also wish that they won't notice this on their little spy computers and realize that the first sentence was a complete run-on. 6reply

[05 Feb 2006|01:46pm] [ mood | exanimate ] [ music | desert - joseph arthur ] i've never half stepped cuz i'm not a half stepper. i drink a lotttta soda so they call me dr. pepper! things are under control? 2reply

[19 Jan 2006|10:29pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | midnight show - the killers ] Tonight was definitely one of the best nights i've had in a while, i have to admit. Paul and I have been having a lot of problems lately but I think that tonight was just so good and it was just what we needed to get rid of all of the fighting and the tension. I wish i still had my digital camera so i could show you guys pictures of my incredibly frizzy hair and my hands that are almost blue. When i was standing outside the house, ringing the doorbell for my mother to let me in, i looked at myself in the reflection of the glass door and to some extent, i looked like a rape victim. har har har. PLUGS PLUGS PLUGS: frankie, samantha, mihir, megan, elizaveta. 2reply

[24 Dec 2005|02:25pm] [ mood | busy ] so this is the new year. and i don't feel any different. the clanking of crystal explosions off in the distance ( in the distance ) PLUGS PLUGS PLUGS: frankie, samantha, megan, kait 15reply

[18 Dec 2005|10:02am] [ mood | amused ] Ladies and gentlemen, crowd around and behold the male ego! It is so complex in its physical looks but once you cut it open, all it is just a small-sized penis. Now, be careful, ladies and gents. If you touch it, it grows! So please do not touch the artifact! And keep your childrens' hands where you can see them. ( Now, to continue with our observation, ) Now, what's funny about THIS guy is that he "speaks 5 languages and has been to 15 different countries" and is "brilliant", but cannot get a girlfriend. Exhibit A - SAVING FACE TECHNIQUE. Oh, well the girls are just stupid and they don't know a good thing when it reaches into their pants. Exhibit B - PLAYA PLAYA Yeah, I just want to stay single and look (and maybe touch) all of the fish in the sea. WARNING! Be like this guy and end up having this told about you! Star of daniel: fucking pig dick motherfucker making fun of my fucking boyfriend fuck you asshole dick shit piss head PLUGS PLUGS PLUGS: mihir, samantha, elizaveta 8reply

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